Well, according to the hospice nurse mama is in transition. She is making daily visits and believes it will be in the next few weeks. She indicated that her blood pressure is low, and her pulse is weak. I will have to accept what she is saying.
I do know that mama is tired, Tammy is tired, and I am tired. Mama is currently taking antianxiety medication and it is causing her to sleep most of the day. She is still eating and drinking. I am just getting myself ready for mama to no longer be here. Yes, I am going to miss her, but at least she won’t be suffering any longer.
I wish I could cry.
Leave a comment